lourah1989
31-07-11, 14:17
Hi guys
made a big stupid mistake decided to stop taking my medz a week ago so far its been okay the weeks been great started my new job and life was looking up i thought i could live with out the was on 50mg zoloft and last night when out on the lash got extremley drunk and BAM Today my anxiety is like sky high, here i am again checking my pulse, convinced im going to die today ... i am a heavy drinker i drink to get rid of my anxiety i already no i shouldnt as its a depressant blah blah blah, but today i am addemant i am going to knock drinking on the head and get my life back on track before i do end up in a seriously bad way ... my anxiety today is terrible havent felt this bad in a long while im guessing its the alcohol and lack of sleep, but hey hoo here we go thinking im dying which was my main obbsession ... i need to get down to the honest bottom of why i drink i really do ... :lac: NOT LIVING LIFE LIKE THIS NO MORE ...
so today im officially back to being lil miss zoloft ... i admit defeat but im going to break the drinking cycle, even if it kills me ...
Thanks for reading me i hope some of you feed back :) i no theres not much to really say but if anyones had similar experiences pop up please x x
made a big stupid mistake decided to stop taking my medz a week ago so far its been okay the weeks been great started my new job and life was looking up i thought i could live with out the was on 50mg zoloft and last night when out on the lash got extremley drunk and BAM Today my anxiety is like sky high, here i am again checking my pulse, convinced im going to die today ... i am a heavy drinker i drink to get rid of my anxiety i already no i shouldnt as its a depressant blah blah blah, but today i am addemant i am going to knock drinking on the head and get my life back on track before i do end up in a seriously bad way ... my anxiety today is terrible havent felt this bad in a long while im guessing its the alcohol and lack of sleep, but hey hoo here we go thinking im dying which was my main obbsession ... i need to get down to the honest bottom of why i drink i really do ... :lac: NOT LIVING LIFE LIKE THIS NO MORE ...
so today im officially back to being lil miss zoloft ... i admit defeat but im going to break the drinking cycle, even if it kills me ...
Thanks for reading me i hope some of you feed back :) i no theres not much to really say but if anyones had similar experiences pop up please x x