cazzie
05-05-06, 00:59
Hi
Wanted to introduce myself, took alot off courage to post this first message.
I've suffered from shyness all my life and after years off having no friends or not keeping them for very long. And once again being stuck in a job I hate and not having the courage to move on.
I've always done boring office jobs, mainly data input and my fear off talking on the phone, really doesn't help in an office job. But have no idea what my dream job is or what else I can do.
I am currently off work with depression and know I'm not going to go back to my current job but scared to move on.
Realised I had to do something about it, I have been seeing a hypnotherapist for the past 5 weeks who has helped me feel happier in myself and I feel I have put the past behind me and realise dwelling on the past doesn't help. I can't change it but can change the future.
But the future seems very scary but know I have got to face my fears or I'll never get over it. Reading many self-help books and trying to remain postive.
Just the thought off going for job interviews and if I do get a new job, the whole meeting people, makes me feel ill.
But I'm glad I've found this place and know there is others out there feeling to same way.
Anyway just want to say hi and get this off my chest. Thanks for reading
Wanted to introduce myself, took alot off courage to post this first message.
I've suffered from shyness all my life and after years off having no friends or not keeping them for very long. And once again being stuck in a job I hate and not having the courage to move on.
I've always done boring office jobs, mainly data input and my fear off talking on the phone, really doesn't help in an office job. But have no idea what my dream job is or what else I can do.
I am currently off work with depression and know I'm not going to go back to my current job but scared to move on.
Realised I had to do something about it, I have been seeing a hypnotherapist for the past 5 weeks who has helped me feel happier in myself and I feel I have put the past behind me and realise dwelling on the past doesn't help. I can't change it but can change the future.
But the future seems very scary but know I have got to face my fears or I'll never get over it. Reading many self-help books and trying to remain postive.
Just the thought off going for job interviews and if I do get a new job, the whole meeting people, makes me feel ill.
But I'm glad I've found this place and know there is others out there feeling to same way.
Anyway just want to say hi and get this off my chest. Thanks for reading