mconlon
05-05-06, 12:33
If I had any more "insight" into this condition I'd have a life degree in panic. I'm sitting here as my school pupils work away on the computer. I'm trying to fend off a panic attack by breathing but it is SOOOOOOOOOO hard - all my insight disappears, all my common sense vanishes and like a bungee chord I'm snapped back to my first panic attack and I'm convinced this is something serious to do with heart attack and dying and I just lose it. I am desperate for full medical attention but know I can't escape and I know what they will say!!
I'm 35 in reasonable health and heart attacks are not in my family - can you hear me convincing myself - I just feel so let down, that despite being reasonably intelligent I can't get shot of these!!
I'm ranting now!! I have "died" a thousand times and I feel like I'm the boy who cried wolf.
Damn bungee cord!! Where are the scissors!!
I'm 35 in reasonable health and heart attacks are not in my family - can you hear me convincing myself - I just feel so let down, that despite being reasonably intelligent I can't get shot of these!!
I'm ranting now!! I have "died" a thousand times and I feel like I'm the boy who cried wolf.
Damn bungee cord!! Where are the scissors!!