HarvestMoon
04-08-11, 11:11
I've been feeling pretty bad for the past few days and found this forum via a Google search. You all seem pretty friendly and supportive and I could do with some of that! I was, or still am, a member of another forum which, thanks to a couple of individuals, was a little intimidating and judgmental. To me anyway. So here I am.
I've had a look around and been genuinely humbled by some of the stories and what some people have gone through, and still are.
But anyway...hello to you all! I don't know where to start, there is a lot to say and maybe some of it will come out as time goes by. I'm here because I feel soooooooo empty and sooooooo tired. Had a bit of a meltdown on Sunday past where I behaved like a child and threw things about. Took Monday off work and went to the doctors. I have been referred for counseling. It being NHS I will probably have to wait for some time! At the moment I am existing and going through the motions but I feel on the edge as if I am about to fall apart. I'm not young, 53, and have had various social anxiety issues throughout my life with odd bits of depression and some short-term counseling. Although not diagnosed with Aspergers I share many, if not most, Aspie traits and can really relate to those who are. Most of all I feel like a failure and can see no future. I think that will do for now!
I've had a look around and been genuinely humbled by some of the stories and what some people have gone through, and still are.
But anyway...hello to you all! I don't know where to start, there is a lot to say and maybe some of it will come out as time goes by. I'm here because I feel soooooooo empty and sooooooo tired. Had a bit of a meltdown on Sunday past where I behaved like a child and threw things about. Took Monday off work and went to the doctors. I have been referred for counseling. It being NHS I will probably have to wait for some time! At the moment I am existing and going through the motions but I feel on the edge as if I am about to fall apart. I'm not young, 53, and have had various social anxiety issues throughout my life with odd bits of depression and some short-term counseling. Although not diagnosed with Aspergers I share many, if not most, Aspie traits and can really relate to those who are. Most of all I feel like a failure and can see no future. I think that will do for now!