thought i was doing ok : ( please reply

[tinkerbelle84]

Hi,

Ive poster previously about my extreme ha regarding vcjd.I am absolutly convinced i have this disease.today I have had a slightly better day,I think that is because i hace been sleeping on mirtazapine 15mg......

But the last couple of hours I have felt horrible.all of the horrible thoughts have come back into my head about vcjd.I believe I have the initial symptoms of anxiety and depression,and feel so scared when I think of the disease progressing.....

I'm supposed to be starting a new job on Mon but feel like i Sony be able to do it.I also have a pain in both of my big toes,is this a symptom?

This is so scary and real to me.....

Xxx

Ps how do you access chat on here?

[kinnygirl1]

So sorry you are having a bad day. ( I am too,hun!) Pains or numbness in the fingers and toes can be caused by anxiety I think.

K x x

[nomorepanic]

To go in chat you just click on "chat room" at the top.

[tinkerbelle84]

Hi thank you for replying.....its awful feeling this way.


When I try to access chat it says i have opened too many windows?

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