duke246810
13-08-11, 11:32
I have got a terrible cough, along with a pain in my head and head pressure like pulsating. I woke up this morning in a huge sweat and was literally soaking in my bed covers, and i put a t-shirt on because im sweating and now im absolutely freezing so i don't know whether to put a jumper on because ill start sweating.
I havn't been able to eat properly for the past few days and ive been getting the feeling like something is stuck in my throat. Ive got pain in my stomach and im taking Rinitidine for it, but im really scared they arnt the correct medication or they have been switched, they are small round and yellow and they have 'IL' on it i think. Ive googled what they look like and they don't look like the ones ive got.. I am shaking loads not inside but outside so i can physically see myself shaking, and ive got loads of pressure inside my head which sometimes effects the dizzyness and my vision. I am trying to eat but it feels like nothing can go down. Ive got toothache and the dentist said there is nothing wrong but didn't even do an x-ray. Im getting seriously fed up now. I feel freezing cold and all my muscles, arms, legs they all hurt and ache. I am not having an anxiety attack or panic attack, and i feel like im normal sitting here. But the symptoms are still here and they are just starting to overcome me. I seriously think im going to die within the next few days, possibly even tonight or today. Im convinced ive got swine flu because of two people from hungary comng over and working with them. Im so so scared and i really don't want to die, Hopefully i am being taken to the out of hours doctor today, but im not sure what they can determine really. I think i need bloodtests and various tests.
I seriously don't know what to do anymore, im so alone and i have no one to talk to. These symptoms are overcoming me and im in tears all the time. I feel like im upsetting my family aswell and i feel like im making them really depressed and sick. I want to fight through this so badly but i just can't, not until i know there is absolutely nothing wrong with me. Ive got pins and needles in my left hand and left foot and i feel like im just about to have a heart attack. I feel like i can't breathe at all aswell. I feel as if im about to pass out and collapse im that dizzy. My ears are going really deaf aswell. These may all sound like anxiety attack/panic attack symptoms but i seriously don't feel like im having and anxiety attack or panic attack, i feel normal. I don't understand how anxiety could cause this much upset and stress to a person, im 16 years old and i want to spend time with my family and be happy, but i can't. I'm so alone and i have no one to talk to, no friends, nothing. When i go to the doctor, they just say, 'your saying so many symptoms so you have anxiety', which means they could have missed something.
Im really sorry for the long post, but i just can't handle this anymore, i'm scared to sleep, i can't eat or drink, im crying all the time, i have no one, im upsetting my family and i just can't do this anymore.
Ive rung samaritans and spoken to child line councellors over the net but i just need someone to be able to tell my everything is going to be ok. :( I know i post alot and i annoy alot of people on here, but i have no where else to go now, every aspect of my life is effected and i havn't smiled in a very very long time. Im sorry x
I havn't been able to eat properly for the past few days and ive been getting the feeling like something is stuck in my throat. Ive got pain in my stomach and im taking Rinitidine for it, but im really scared they arnt the correct medication or they have been switched, they are small round and yellow and they have 'IL' on it i think. Ive googled what they look like and they don't look like the ones ive got.. I am shaking loads not inside but outside so i can physically see myself shaking, and ive got loads of pressure inside my head which sometimes effects the dizzyness and my vision. I am trying to eat but it feels like nothing can go down. Ive got toothache and the dentist said there is nothing wrong but didn't even do an x-ray. Im getting seriously fed up now. I feel freezing cold and all my muscles, arms, legs they all hurt and ache. I am not having an anxiety attack or panic attack, and i feel like im normal sitting here. But the symptoms are still here and they are just starting to overcome me. I seriously think im going to die within the next few days, possibly even tonight or today. Im convinced ive got swine flu because of two people from hungary comng over and working with them. Im so so scared and i really don't want to die, Hopefully i am being taken to the out of hours doctor today, but im not sure what they can determine really. I think i need bloodtests and various tests.
I seriously don't know what to do anymore, im so alone and i have no one to talk to. These symptoms are overcoming me and im in tears all the time. I feel like im upsetting my family aswell and i feel like im making them really depressed and sick. I want to fight through this so badly but i just can't, not until i know there is absolutely nothing wrong with me. Ive got pins and needles in my left hand and left foot and i feel like im just about to have a heart attack. I feel like i can't breathe at all aswell. I feel as if im about to pass out and collapse im that dizzy. My ears are going really deaf aswell. These may all sound like anxiety attack/panic attack symptoms but i seriously don't feel like im having and anxiety attack or panic attack, i feel normal. I don't understand how anxiety could cause this much upset and stress to a person, im 16 years old and i want to spend time with my family and be happy, but i can't. I'm so alone and i have no one to talk to, no friends, nothing. When i go to the doctor, they just say, 'your saying so many symptoms so you have anxiety', which means they could have missed something.
Im really sorry for the long post, but i just can't handle this anymore, i'm scared to sleep, i can't eat or drink, im crying all the time, i have no one, im upsetting my family and i just can't do this anymore.
Ive rung samaritans and spoken to child line councellors over the net but i just need someone to be able to tell my everything is going to be ok. :( I know i post alot and i annoy alot of people on here, but i have no where else to go now, every aspect of my life is effected and i havn't smiled in a very very long time. Im sorry x