alix123
14-08-11, 22:32
Hi everyone, not been on for a few weeks, just having a hard time at the minute. I'm trying for a baby but I think because I've put on so much weight I'm struggling to conceive which has made me a bit depressed and therefore very anxious!
I've started really noticing the twitching again, mostly in my legs but also everywhere else, even though logically I know it's just the anxiety that evil part of my brain is persuading me yet again I have ALS. Getting really fed up of it and now I'm thinking what's the point in trying for a baby if I'm going to be dead in a few years. And it's not just the dying that scares me, it's the ALS and not being able to move and being trapped in my own body, just thinking about it makes me feel sick and now my leg is twitching again grrrrrr
I've started really noticing the twitching again, mostly in my legs but also everywhere else, even though logically I know it's just the anxiety that evil part of my brain is persuading me yet again I have ALS. Getting really fed up of it and now I'm thinking what's the point in trying for a baby if I'm going to be dead in a few years. And it's not just the dying that scares me, it's the ALS and not being able to move and being trapped in my own body, just thinking about it makes me feel sick and now my leg is twitching again grrrrrr