A buzzing of thoughts so mad and surreal,
logic? no logic cos nothing is real!
My mind has been filled with irrational gloom,
I will claw at the edges, try to fight my way through.
The panic is setting, confusion and fear,
get a grip! take control!…but still nothing is clear.
I cant eat, I cant sleep, I feel sick and insane,
what is inside my head while I’m far far away?
Still feel scared and alone though your holding my hand,
we both know you cant help cos u don’t understand.
But your pills and your sympathy, kind words and smile,
make me feel more at ease than I’ve felt for a while.