A Repeat - Blood test?

I thought that I have diabetes~ Or maybe I don't know......

For the past 4 years I didn't manage to take good care of myself (something that i regret!) My mother was diagnosed cancer (I have also lost my father.) therefore I was a complete & total mess regards to my diets & health etc! When my mother finally past away it took me a very long time to recover and re-organise my life, my grades/performance at school , finance and my future that I've long forgotten. And I'm too ashamed to even admit I don't even have a real friend/family member.

Anyway, I was living alone with a busy life during that 4 years taking care of her! I didn't care about what I was putting into my body, I basically had 2 slice of bread with some chocolate spread and then a chocolate bar for lunch for like 3 years (because I thought it's the best source of energy in order for me to last the day and It's the cheapest thing I could find.) ***and YES literally everyday** and then dinner is a bowl of rice with some vegetables with an apple. I've work in a MCdonald at weekends so (for lunch I usually have one of their meals). -Very unhealthy I know :wacko:

Now... I'm definitely not overweight (I understand I can still have diabetes even if I'm not overweight.) But I've experience other symptoms like; My toes and fingers are extremely COLD, random pins and needles in my hands & legs! (recently). /My fingers/ toes sometimes get darker as well! I don't know why, but i've extreme anxiety when it comes to illness & disease that last forever and cannot be cured !

Throughout that few years I couldn't sleep until around 12-1am almost everyday and feeling very stressed out from time to time! I'm just so afraid because it took me a LONG time to reorganise and plan my future & life out. Now it's gonna ruin everything.


I had a fasting-blood test (It has something about glucose written on the list)~ And basically I called them for result this morning and they said the result was "satisfactory" but the doctor wants me to have another test done? What does it actually mean by "satisfactory" , should i be worried? Have they discover something unusual? Something worse than diabetes? Why do I need another test?? God I'm so stressed out right now! It's unreal!

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