im really at my wits end.

Dont know if i need a hug or a brain transplant. I just know that for the last 6 months things have just gone from bad to worse.
Wheres my ability to laugh gone?
Where has my willing to live gone?
I feel guilt for everything.
My son and daughter hate me. Yet my hubby of 36 years sticks by me.
Why I dont know cus hes always been 3rd best after my kids.
I hate wake up and dont want open my eyes.
Where have them friends gone that I used to work with before I got panic attacks?
Im not contagious.
My daughter txt me monday wishing I was dead cus i told her she was becoming more like a sister rather than a mummy to her daughter.
It was the truth.
I know i try my hardest to be a good person, a good mum and a good person.
If ive failed im so sorry.

Hi Lynn,

You haven't failed at anything, you are a good person, a good mum and a fantastic granma. Your hubby sticks by you because he loves you, simple as that.

Your daughter is definately haveing a spoiled tantrum moment and needs to grow up.
Let her get on with it, she will calm down eventually.

Sending you a great big hug hun (((((HUG)))) :bighug1::bighug1::bighug1:

Lynnann:flowers:

Lynn Lynn Lynn what can I say ? hate to read that you are feeling so low you have been missed in chat by so many of use please come back and chat to us ,tell us your worrys together we can get the old Lynn back .
Sorry dont do Brain transplants but have this big :bighug1:take care xxxxxx

you lot on nmp help me. thank you. im scared cus i need friends.

i keep telling you stay away from your daugter she use her kid as a gun to you head
it may be hard at first be in the end it will be better

hiya Lynn, sending u big hugs and u always sound to me like you do a fab job and u r a great grandma and mum, u can only do so much, please dont giv yourself such a hard time, your hubby loves u and life is short, so please enjoy your time with him and your children will come round xx