Re: I just know I'm dying
I found a jounral I did from 11 years ago daily and in it I put how I thought I was dying and wouldnt last the year, that was 2002
I've spent the last 11 years wasting my life worrying about something that hasn't happened yet and it makes me mad that instead of enjoying life I was constantly worried about dying
Please dont waste your time like I did. Worry about it when it happens.
Re: I just know I'm dying
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Justinf
How long has it been eek? Sorry to push some tough love on you, but it's been a while. If you were terminal, you would absolutely know it by now. Sorry to sound harsh. Please try to think rationally about this. The night sweats would have manifested into something more serious if it was serious. Everythign points to you NOT having a terminal illness.
I know logically it would seem that way, but HA is not logical, plus I still keep getting symptom after symptom so I'm sure there's something going on that they haven't picked up on, though the latest thing is from antibiotics I took a few weeks ago - a rare form of hard to treat thrush. But I'm so certain that it's become systemic and is going to kill me :(