WELL JUST A FEW MORE THAT I HAVE BEEN DOING - HOPE YA ALL LIKE
I scream no one hears,
My cries for help,
I feel so much pain inside,
I want to run and hide,
I don’t want to be here,
Having to suppress my feelings,
Of anger and hurt, sadness,
It spins around in my head,
Why do I have to feel this?
What and how can I stop the,
Feelings of heartache,
If no one hears my cries,
Will I die crying, screaming?
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Sitting still in the carriage,
The light passes so fast,
Whooshing past shaking,
Me,
I feel dizzy as my heart beats faster,
Thoughts running wild,
Will I survive this train ride?
Will I be the one, who dies?
All because I chose to travel,
It feels like my heart will burst out,
Maybe I will just pass out,
Die no one will miss me,
My tortured soul will no longer be haunted!!
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Frustration building up,
Whizzing thoughts spinning out of control,
Raging feelings taking over me,
I’m not me anymore,
I just not free to roam my life alone,
He makes me lose control,
I am under his spell I can’t break free
Why do I have to do this?
To feel the red blood running,
Down upon my wrist,
It stopped everything,
There is nothing left inside,
Now its done he can rest,
Leave me be for now at least!!
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How do we get through each day?
Living in a world of panic and anxiety,
Feelings rushing around in our minds,
As we try to cope in a world,
Were no one understands,
Trying to smile all the time,
So no one can judge us,
I see them stare, whispering
Talking about us,
I wonder why, as my chest gets tighter,
My head getting lighter,
I know that its just panic,
Even if sometimes it can be manic,
I know that I will pass,
As panic is like a roller coaster,
It seems scary to start with but once you,
Learn to control, and remember that it will be just fine,
You know in time that you will get stronger,
More able to cope and deal with it,
Remember that you aren’t the only one,
That others are out there just waiting to lend help in hand,
Don’t let panic control you!!!!
well i hope i aint bored ya by now with them
hugs n love
xx lea xx