Originally Posted by
BlueIris
Sorry you're feeling so awful. For me, meds were the answer - just a low dose of citalopram that helps me stay clear-headed enough to practice my coping strategies.
Over the years I've had various short courses of therapy; they've been immensely useful but the key is keeping up with the coping strategies you learn there. Currently, I've fallen way behind on my meditation and I'm definitely feeling it.
Remember, the thing about HA is that if you're determined enough, you can (mostly) beat it. It's just bloody hard work.