Health Anxiety Worries.

I go from worrying about AIDS, skin cancer, leukemia, brain tumors to mental health worries like schizophrenia, bi polar, multiple personality disorder. I just worry about a lot of things but with every worry I ALWAYS know and tell myself "this is illogical" but I can't shake my fears. I tell myself "what if" with everything. I see a bruise on my arm and assume leukemia, a mole on my arm is skin cancer, a head ache is a brain tumor, and intrusive thoughts are something much worse. I always blow things out of proportion and I'm aware and it's just my anxiety but I still worry. It's just dumb and I wish I wasn't this way. I'm very observant of the changes in my body and moods. It's hard sometimes, especially being 17 and not a lot of people relate to me.

I do the same thing, always worrying what if. Anxiety can make you feel so much illogical things. I am 40 and I have on deaths door since I was your age. Haven't died yet. I know it is hard. I hope you feel better.

I'm afraid my life is going to be ruined by this. Already can't join the Military most likely but ugh. This and depersonalization kick my a** sometimes.