Originally Posted by
jray23
MrLurcher, I appreciate that while you are in the rabbit hole of HA, at least you've been responsive to replies here unlike many who just continue to rattle off symptoms and alleged illnesses. It gives me hope that you will find your way out.
So though I've shared a lot on your other thread, a couple things. You're very aware that you have HA. Even though you fear several physical illnesses you are not denying the mental. So knowing that you are mentally weak in the realm of health concerns (I am not meaning this in a degrading way, most of us and myself can say the same about ourselves), why in the world are you still allowing yourself to go on cancer websites?? Think to yourself what "win" could possibly come of it??
Second. Imagine for a moment that you go to the docs and they actually do tell you that you have cancer. Then imagine that there was a pill you could try that basically wipes the cancer out for about half the people that take it. (hopefully someday that isn't an imagination!). You'd be chomping at the bit to get it and take it, wouldn't you? Of course you would. So why do you still refuse the HA medication when you clearly need any kind of help you can get?? I'm usually not one to encourage meds but if nothing else is working why not?
If you won't do it for you, do it for your family! You've openly admitted that your wife/gf has had it, that you're not totally there for your kids, who are at or nearing the stage where they need their parents' love and care the most. Why risk losing that???
I sit here alone on my couch at the conclusion of a relaxing, but lonely weekend...I want nothing more than to have someone who cares about me sitting on the other end, even just occasionally giving me a smile. I would trade all of my HA progress in an instant for that... because I know I would fight like hell to get back out of the hole again! I can't even fathom knowingly allowing this to continue with a loving family on the line.
Try the meds. Give it a shot and if doesn't work at least you won't wonder what would have happened.
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