I want Valium

So I was told I now have Globus Hystericus, and looked around on the net for cures. The only one I found was valium.

I had Diazepam before, loved the stuff, but the Dr's wont give it to me anymore.

Can you buy valium off the net? I mean a safe site, I dont want to end up with worming pills for some cat.

I really want this choking thing to stop, its driving me mad, I dont want to eat anything, I keep going dizzy and sleepy all the time.
I have a big fear of death anyway and I dont want to sleep thinking I'll choke in the night and die.

:(

Chances are whatever you do find for sale on the Internet may not be the real deal, there are plenty of examples of people buying meds online and finding they contain some rather unpleasant ingredients. If you recall the recent adverts on TV about some of them contain rat poison, that may make you seriously consider buying such things online.

Hope you can get this resolved soon David.
Shaun

I am seeing a speech and language therapist for my swallowing problems.

Maybe ask your doc for a referral to them.

They will do any tests necessary and also explain why you get the symptoms and how to relieve it.

I am going back next week as mine has got worse again so I will hopefully have some news on how to cope with it.

Don't go buying valium - you will go from one problem to an addiction

Thanks for replying :)

I know its wrong to ask and with my luck I'd end up with something bad.
I just want it to go away so bad x_x

My Dr. offered me counciling, but I don't see what seeing *another* counciler will do to help, I must have seen 4 or 5 by now.

Well this is not counselling I am getting.

It is seeing specialists at the hospital.

Try putting your neck down to your chest and also drink cold water - see if that helps.

Whatever you do dont take valium, I thought they were great at first too, now 5 months after starting them, I am on week 9 of cold turkey withdrawal and it is the WORST time I have ever had in my life and I am middle aged. DON'T TAKE THEM!

I want to get hold of some too. I just want to feel normal for a while. I don't have an adictive personality so I'm gonna ask the doctor to sort me out.