easier said than done :(
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I know, whisper :hugs:
he keeps hissing at me tonight about radioactiveness in banana skins :scared15:
remembering something traumatic :(
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I remember it still from when I was about 18 maybe 19, what makes it worse was he was a family friend as well as my driving instructioner https://storage.proboards.com/forum/...smiley/sad.png
Many times he would have me pull over in the car just so he could touch me in places a driving instructioner would not normally touch a student and he would buy me stuff from petrol stations (chocolate bars) so i wouldnt tell any one what he was doing.
One day, he had me park up outside where i was living (my childhood home cause i had moved back in with grandparent)and blatantly groped me, i went into freeze mode and a member of the family came out and yelled at us both, weeks later she threw that incident back in my face calling me a hoe saying she had seen me not fighting back so that makes me a hoe https://storage.proboards.com/forum/...smiley/sad.png
i sometimes wish he had actually raped me then my family might of taken more action, instead they found me a new driving instruction lady and said "maybe you'll be more comfortable with a female instructioner", no mention of what he did to me https://storage.proboards.com/forum/...smiley/sad.png
was it my fault what he did? family who know about it think so, i should of fought him off https://storage.proboards.com/forum/...smiley/sad.png
I was friends with his daughter as well and we used to go cycling around the village just cause we could
Sexual assault is NEVER the fault of the victim, Whisper. Your family is WRONG. Sorry, but they are. They f**ked up. You were a kid.
Have you talked to someone professionally about what you went through?
Thinking of you whisper. Get well soon :bighug1:
Bless you Whisper awful thing that happened to you and none of it your fault xx
sending you hugs and positive vibes you can climb back up that cliff your probably stronger than you think xx
best wishes xx
Why not?
You know Whisper, I used to bottle things up inside, including a molestation when I was a child as well. All the stuff I never dealt with came crashing down on me in 2014 after the death of my best friend. I would hate to have you suffer in silence like I did. :hugs: