Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
Hi
Saturday morning, my two daughters asking me if i knew where my son Adrian was, I says he is at his grand dads, where is frank, I say in bed. then they ask how do you know where he is. well he had not come in for his breakfast, I knew he was still in bed. a while later my girls ask me the same question.
Oh I dont know. I was begining to think no one listens.
ran out of elelctricity, went to the shop to get more electricity. came home, now online, going to check my email, then play some games, hopefully I will stay awake.
tomorrow church, let you know how things go tomorrow.
Yvonne
Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
Hello Yvonne
I sometimes wonder what I'd be like if I had kids but the more I hear, the less I seem to wonder, if you know what I mean...
It's good to hear that you're still coping well and I hope that your finger is better. Keep up the good work and I hope you have a lovely day tomorrow at church.
PS. You're always welcome to make a complaint! ;)
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Melancholia77
Hello Yvonne
I sometimes wonder what I'd be like if I had kids but the more I hear, the less I seem to wonder, if you know what I mean...
It's good to hear that you're still coping well and I hope that your finger is better. Keep up the good work and I hope you have a lovely day tomorrow at church.
PS. You're always welcome to make a complaint! ;)
Hi Melancholia,
Thank you for your kind words, very much appreciated. yes I will make a complaint. :)
yes my finger is getting better, just got another 4 weeks to go to wear the splint.
Yvonne
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Hi,
Sunday Morning, I woke up at 3.00 am, far too early, I tryed to go back to sleep, took me ages to get back to sleep, I slept in for church, I didnt make it to church. I'm not feeling too good, I have a headache, take some pain killers, feel very low. I am going to make a small goal, put off o/d until later on this evening.
I will put it off until 10.00 pm. I will let you know how I feel then.
Yvonne
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Hello Yvonne,
I'm not surprised you slept in for church if you were lying awake at 3 a.m. It catches up with you and then you can't get up in the morning! When your sleeping pattern isn't right then we just don't feel right. I hope that you feel better now, just take it easy on yourself.
Myra x:hugs:
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myra
Hello Yvonne,
I'm not surprised you slept in for church if you were lying awake at 3 a.m. It catches up with you and then you can't get up in the morning! When your sleeping pattern isn't right then we just don't feel right. I hope that you feel better now, just take it easy on yourself.
Myra x:hugs:
Hi Myra,
Thank you for your kind words, very much appreciated, thanks. I feel a bit better, Praise God, I didnt o/d.
tomorrow, I have my drivning lesson, today I was reading some of the highway code book.
let you know how things go,
Yvonne
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yvonne_uk_98
Hi Myra,
Thank you for your kind words, very much appreciated, thanks. I feel a bit better, Praise God, I didnt o/d.
tomorrow, I have my drivning lesson, today I was reading some of the highway code book.
let you know how things go,
Yvonne
Yvonne, I feel very low at the moment too. I know how it feels but we just have to soldier on. Have faith in yourself that although you get these types of thoughts, you won't act on them. As Myra has said so many times - they're just thoughts - and she's right. Don't fight them and they will pass.
((Hugs))
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Melancholia77
Yvonne, I feel very low at the moment too. I know how it feels but we just have to soldier on. Have faith in yourself that although you get these types of thoughts, you won't act on them. As Myra has said so many times - they're just thoughts - and she's right. Don't fight them and they will pass.
((Hugs))
Hi Melancholia,
Thank you for your kind words, sorry your not feeling too good either. it must be blip time for most of us people.
I have never thought of my sucidal thoughts just thoughts, not to fight it and it will pass, though the thoughts always comes with the dreaded feeling that is so horrible, I usually carry out the thought. being on here has helped, helped me to distract myself from o/d or self harming.
I'm going to try that, what you and Myra are saying that it just thoughts and it will soon pass.
I hope so.
I have the urge to self harm, want so much to go into hospital, what keeping me out of the hospital is the theory test, If I go in, they will not let me out for awhile.
I horrible feeling of want so much to self harm, I''m undecided what I'm going to do. I will put it off until tomorrow.
tomorrow, going to see the nurse to get some blood taken, take a week for the results, this is for my thyroid gland and to see if I'm anemic.
Yvonne
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Yvonne, I don't know much about self-harming, but to me it seems an awful thing to do to such a person like you who is so sensitive and caring and would hurt no-one. Please keep trying to reassure yourself how good a person you actually are, and you so are. It sounds from your posts on here that you have come so very far. Don't ever forget that. I think your financial worries have a hell of a lot to do with it. It's a damn disgrace that you have been penalised, but please, don't let this make you go back the way. Keep going forward. Don't let anything or anybody get in your way because you are too strong for that.
Myra x:hugs:
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and also Yvonne, there's a "sweetness" about you that is rare in most people. Don't ever lose that. You should be so proud of yourself.
Myra x:hugs: