Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
Hi,
Friday morning, I got up early 7am, I waited until it was 9am to phone the cpns, to find out where I was on the waiting list, I found out a few weeks ago I was allocated a key worker, I now have a cpn, Praise God, just wish I knew about it. Praise God I know now.
now just to wait on an appointment to see a shrink, the one I was seeing has left, and I have went back on the waiting list.
this morning at my womens group, we made up lucky bags for the stall we are hiring to help us raise money.
than after my womens group I went to the chemist picked up my dad prescription, then I went to my dads, and did his washing. now I'm not long up the road, I had a few panic attacks today. My day was a 7 today, need to mark this on my sheet that I got home for homework.
tomorrow I'm taking my son out for the day, just me and my son, time together. let you know how tomorrow goes.
Yvonne
Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody
This is a story about four people named Everbody, Somebody, Anybody
and Nobody. There was an important job to be done and Everybody was
sure that Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but
Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that, because it was
Everybody's job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it, but Nobody
realized that Everybody wouldn't do it. It ended up that Everbody
blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done.
Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
Hi Yvonne,
Hope you having good day today with your son. Hope the panic attacks have gone away....horrible for you I'm sure...the sooner you get sorted with your meds the better.
My experience with meds is when I first ever suffered (around 11 years ago) I was put on Prozac which didnt work so then followed diothepin which worked for a while but then I discovered citalopram (having researched myself) so the GP gave me them and I never looked back for around 9 years during which time I took them on/off (more on than off), I came off them in January of last year and by October had that massive relapse so went back on them but they were not as effective as previously so ended up going on mirtazipine and that is what I still take...started on 15 up to 30mg now. They did initially make me feel drowsy during the day but after around 2-3 weeks it did wear off and now I only get the odd day that I feel tired on waking.
My GP did discuss putting me on duloxetine (SRNI) but opted for mirtazipine instead.
I dont know what your GP will put you on, there are so many out there and it is difficult to decide really what one cos of the blooming side effects!!
I'm sure you will get sorted one way or another.
Take care hun
JO.xx
Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
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Originally Posted by
JT69
Hi Yvonne,
Hope you having good day today with your son. Hope the panic attacks have gone away....horrible for you I'm sure...the sooner you get sorted with your meds the better.
My experience with meds is when I first ever suffered (around 11 years ago) I was put on Prozac which didnt work so then followed diothepin which worked for a while but then I discovered citalopram (having researched myself) so the GP gave me them and I never looked back for around 9 years during which time I took them on/off (more on than off), I came off them in January of last year and by October had that massive relapse so went back on them but they were not as effective as previously so ended up going on mirtazipine and that is what I still take...started on 15 up to 30mg now. They did initially make me feel drowsy during the day but after around 2-3 weeks it did wear off and now I only get the odd day that I feel tired on waking.
My GP did discuss putting me on duloxetine (SRNI) but opted for mirtazipine instead.
I dont know what your GP will put you on, there are so many out there and it is difficult to decide really what one cos of the blooming side effects!!
I'm sure you will get sorted one way or another.
Take care hun
JO.xx
Hi Jo,
Thank you very much for your kind words, very much appreciated, thanks.
yes it is difficult to say what anti-depressants my gp will put me on. let you know, when I know what one it will be.
Yvonne
Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
Hi,
Saturday morning, woke up at 9.00 am, got up and got ready to go with my son to start with were his dad lived, then hopefully the two can get to know each other. however, when we arrived, there was no one in. we went to the big shopping center near by, my was it huge and long walk from one end to the other end. I treated my son to some lunch, and later ice cream. now he is too full up. we had a busy day, I'm very tired. my mood is dropping very low.
tomorrow going to church, let you know how things go tomorrow.
Yvonne
Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
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Originally Posted by
yvonne_uk_98
Hi Jo,
Thank you very much for your kind words, very much appreciated, thanks.
yes it is difficult to say what anti-depressants my gp will put me on. let you know, when I know what one it will be.
Yvonne
Good morning brave warrior up in Scotland !!!!!!!!
As I am starting to come off citalopram now, I've been asking God the same sort of questions you are - what to do next etc!!!!!
And I am getting a feeling that I will be ok with nothing !
So I thought of your struggles and wondered if you do need medication - do you think it's possible for God to fix us up so well that we are good without it? Well I know it's possible - likely I mean!
John 16:23 Whatever we ask the Father in Jesu as mediator He will give us"
This is indeed scary stuff, and getting it wrong is not good !
but I just get a feeling somewhere that we get a miracle !
Maybe the entire forum will if well ask!!!!!
RIghto off to our all age bank holiday service where the children and the grannies all come at the same time.
Mrs B is leading the entire hours, and I'm leading the music and doing the prayers today gulp! Including a little boppy song I have written for today called "Everybody praise the Lord"
We are getting loads of new people into church in the last few months all of a sudden.
Maybe they've come to pray for a new government !!!!!!!
We both know that the Bible says the governent of the world will be on Christ's shoulders one day!
Can't wait personally - imagine a government that was always fair, always good, always wanted the best for everyone, where everyone trusted it 100%, totally unpolitical, and always knew what to do when things got tough - and the people always spoke great things about it.
Well - it's coming one day !!!!!
love from sunny Nottingham
which probably means mowing the lawn - but you can't have it both ways LOL
Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
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Originally Posted by
martbarr
Good morning brave warrior up in Scotland !!!!!!!!
As I am starting to come off citalopram now, I've been asking God the same sort of questions you are - what to do next etc!!!!!
And I am getting a feeling that I will be ok with nothing !
So I thought of your struggles and wondered if you do need medication - do you think it's possible for God to fix us up so well that we are good without it? Well I know it's possible - likely I mean!
John 16:23 Whatever we ask the Father in Jesu as mediator He will give us"
This is indeed scary stuff, and getting it wrong is not good !
but I just get a feeling somewhere that we get a miracle !
Maybe the entire forum will if well ask!!!!!
RIghto off to our all age bank holiday service where the children and the grannies all come at the same time.
Mrs B is leading the entire hours, and I'm leading the music and doing the prayers today gulp! Including a little boppy song I have written for today called "Everybody praise the Lord"
We are getting loads of new people into church in the last few months all of a sudden.
Maybe they've come to pray for a new government !!!!!!!
We both know that the Bible says the governent of the world will be on Christ's shoulders one day!
Can't wait personally - imagine a government that was always fair, always good, always wanted the best for everyone, where everyone trusted it 100%, totally unpolitical, and always knew what to do when things got tough - and the people always spoke great things about it.
Well - it's coming one day !!!!!
love from sunny Nottingham
which probably means mowing the lawn - but you can't have it both ways LOL
Hi Martin,
Thank you for your kind words, encouraging words. Sometimes I manage find without being on any anti-depressants, is cause I work hard at it when I dont have anything. over the last few years I have needed the meds. I would love to come off the meds and be able not to panic, be over anxious, fear taking hold. I pray for this to stop, not need the medication, Father God gave people special gifts, we seem to need medication to help us get on in our lives.
I wish you well with not being on cit, I hope you and pray that you will not need to go on any medication again.. That would be good not too.
I will keep praying for both of us not to be on anything.
Why does our body not produce the chemical that I need to help keep the balance in my every day life of waves ups and downs like the normal waves, mine are not normal, than God I'm Weird...lol
hope you have a good day at church this morning, good day rest of the day.
Love
Yvonne
Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
Hi,
Sunday Morning, woke up in time for church, my son and my nephew came to church with me, my son works the sound desk, I remember that were I used to be working the sound desk, not anymore, I am in the Management team, help run the church. have a say in what happens. we have a meeting soon, I will be bringing up Sunday school, someone has too, the leaders that stepped down are leaving the church to go to another church. seems that all the church leaders are leaving. well I will just have to put the training I received into practice, to help out in the Sunday School.
need something for the children at church.
I started to panic this morning, as my nephew was coming with me for church, he is too hyper for me to cope with, I prayed to Father God about it, Father God gave me peace in my heart, letting me know that he would be with me. this reasured me that my father God was with me.
going to take it easy, tomorrow I have my driving lesson, looking forward to it, going to practice for theory test not long now. it is a week on Tuesday. do my best, need to practice more of the hazard preception test. I usually get score of 4 or 5. need to keep practicing.
Yvonne
Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
Hi,
Monday morning, took my meds, went to the post office to get some money from atm, went to the shop, my daughter need some chocolate, then went home in time for my driving lesson, my lesson was good. this evening going to go to my dad's, spent time with my dad. tomorrow I have my counselling appointment and I have the accounts and website meeting tomorrow. I have a busy day tomorrow.
let you know how things go tomorrow.
Yvonne
Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
Hi,
Tuesday morning, woke up 8.00 am, my dad phoned me asked me what i was doing today, I let him know that I was going to my counselling session then a meeting, I could hear that his he was feeling depressed, so I canceled my counselling and rearranged my appointments, to spend this afternoon with my dad. after my dad phoned me, I phoned the physo, this time I managed to get through, I explained about my right hand ring finger, and she says to take the splint off today and start to exercise my finger for the next two weeks, and that she will send me an exercise sheet, make an appointment for me to go to the hand clinic.
I helped my dad to go to the hospital to see his girlfriend, he is going to morrow too, plus my dad has an appointment with his gp, so do I have an appointment with my gp.
I am helping my dad tomorrow, still to go and get some shopping in, kinda hard to do when spending time with my dad.
my dad gave me the money to pay for my driving test and book the car for my driving test. my dad says put this by, when you pass your theory test, you can put in for you driving test right away. Praise God for that, I was wondering how I was going to get the money together to pay for the tests.
let you know how tomorrow goes.
Yvonne