Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
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JT69
Hi Yvonne,
Just wanted to say hi and hope you are doing o.k?? I went to see my GP again tonight, am still waiting for my councilling/cbt appt to come through (gp said shouldn't be much longer now) he said to stay on the mirtazipine for now as even though I am going through a bit of a rough time again he feels I would be best left on this. He gave me some diazepam in case I need them till I hopefully settle again!!!
I dont know you wonder if there will ever be an end to it all, and the fight each day becomes hard at times...thankgoodness for my loving family cos at the moment dont know what I would do without them...they are keeping me going.
Let me know how you are doing.
Take care.
JO.xx
Hi Jo,
Sorry to hear your not doing too good, hope you feel a lot better soon, glad your gp says to stay on mirtazipine and gave you diazipane to help you through if you need it. I have always wondered if this will ever stop, seems to keep going. wish it would stop.
Hope you have a good day today.
Yvonne
Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
Hi,
Yesterday I was practicing for my theory test for today.
Tuesday morning, woke up at 7.00 am, got washed and dressed, got ready for going for my theory test. I grabbed the envelope that my paper driving licence, letter for theory test and my plastic licence. I got the bus, then a train, then walked the rest of the way, I was an hour early as I can not stand turning up a few mins to go. went to a cafe for a cuppa with my friend, then when it was nearer to the time, we went to the test centre, I signed in, and the receptionist was very good at explaining what happens next. he tryed to put me at ease about sitting the test, he says that he had faith in me to pass. he was explaining that people with dyslexia study more than people without dyslecia, he says that people with dyslexia pass first time, and people with out dyslexia dont pass first time, cause they dont study enough. that put me at ease. I was giveing a locker key, I put my stuff into the locker, then my name was called, then I went into a room for my test, I was given double time and extra time if I needed it. I was able to go through the test of multi choice questions and some that I flagged, I checked it all to make sure that I had picked what my heart was telling me. then I did the hazard preception test. then when I was almost finished, the receptionist came in to check how I was doing, I says I think I'm doing ok, he says that he was watching everything that I did, and he says that I have been doing very well. after that I had finished the test, answered a survey, then all of it came to an end. I then went to the receptionist, he says that he would be with me in a couple of mins, he then told me to go and get my stuff from the locker and hand the locker key back in to the other receptionist at the other end of the room. I did that, and the other receptionist says go and sit down, when she would be free she would give me my test results, then at that moment, the first receptionist that I had seen, says it was alright, that he would give me my results. I asked how did I do, he says can you read that big word, it says Congratulations you have passed. I was glad that I have passed. the receptionist says well done. What a weight off my shoulders, Yipppeeeeee, passed. now to book for my driving practical test.
I have had a good and exciting day today. now I'm tired. been to my dads once I came home, tomorrow I'm going to the bank to put the money in and then book my driving test.
Yvonne
Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
Hi,
Wednesday morning, typed up email to go round all who attend meetings, I got the date mixed up. now sorted. right now, I'm too tired, going to my bed. I have now booked my driving test, let you know when nearer time, good night
Yvonne
Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
Hi,
Yesterday I went to my dad's, helpped him go to the bakery to get his girlfriend strawberry tart, then go and see his girlfriend, she looked a lot better than she was, the drs are trying to take her off the oxygen very slowly. then my dad I went to the buters, second hand bookshop, then to Kwik fit to complain that they did not notice that his car battery was almost dead, his brakes needing a proper look at. Then we went home to my dads, I took his shopping in and my dad used his walking stick to walk in. My dad is on steriords, they help him to eat and have more energy.
after a while I went home, and I was far too tired to update on here.
Thursday Morning, I woke up at 8.00 am, going to put my clothes into the dryer, yes I know I can put them outside to dry, I never remember that they are outside. My washing line is the furtherest away, when I am in the kitchen I dont see the washing line. it should be that my washing line should be the nearest one, my flat is on the ground floor.
today going to the bank with my dad, my dad wants me to me his joint partner on his bank accounts, if in the event anything was to happen to him. that I can go and close his accounts and take the money out. My dad has started to notice that I am the stronger one and that I can cope with handling the finance, my dad says that he needs to re-write his will. I asked him why, he wants to change that from my sister to look after the funeral stuff, finance etc... and put my name in place. At first I didnt want to do this part, as I found it hard the last time when it was for my mom. Since then I have had counselling for this, and I now know that I can cope with that part, my sister can not. cause this time, my sister has started to do the same things as last time. when my dad visits my sister, when she has a lot of forms to fill in, to go and search for different things, to be prepared in plenty of time, my dad is seeing this, that she can not cope with the organising part.
looks like its going to be another lovey day. going to text my driving instructor and let him know when my driving test day is. come back home later and tidy up, it is house inspection day tomorrow. this time housing agent only gave me a couple of days, I normally get a week, I phoned and complained yesterday.
let you know how rest of today goes later.
Yvonne
Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
Hey Yvonne,
Well done for passing your theory test!!! Knew you would!! Now roll on your driving test....then things should ease for you. Hope you having good day hun.:) Jo.xx
Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
Quote:
Originally Posted by
JT69
Hey Yvonne,
Well done for passing your theory test!!! Knew you would!! Now roll on your driving test....then things should ease for you. Hope you having good day hun.:) Jo.xx
Hi Jo,
Thank you for your kind words, very much appreciated. yes I had a good day yesterday. hope you have a good day today.
Yvonne
Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
Hi,
Friday Morning, I have the hand clinic to go to, let you know how things go. then going to my womens group, at 1.00 pm, I have the hairdressers to go to, then at 3pm my dad's washing. let you know later how things go today.
Yvonne
Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
Hi,
Friday afternoon, I had a great morning and good laugh at my womens group, found out that I had double booked myself on Wednesday 19th May, I have a training day that day, I'm going to that instead of the Adult learners week, as I put my name down a few months ago. need to phone and let them know that I am not coming.
down at my dad's, did his washing, going home in a while. let you know how things go.
Yvonne
Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
Hi,
Saturday afternoon, went with my daughter to get her hair cut, my daughter is now a lot happier.
Last night my dad says that he is going to get a mobility car from the dss, says this would be better for me for the first few years driving. and says that I could use the car when he is not feeling too good for going out. he let me know that the payment towards the car is £180.00 a month, this is towards any repair the car needs, I agreed to pay that, though will reduce it to a weekly payment. once I have passed my test, and passed the passplus, I will pay it weekly as it is the same payment I use for double driving lesson.
I have thought about it, weight up the pros & cons, I'm just managing to get by with what I get from dss on a weekly basis, soon to be every two weeks.
going away in july, going for 1 week to guest house, then I am going away with my womens group with my youngest son, then I am off to start my Mod C course at Ellel Ministries, it's not far away, My sons birthday Monday, this week I am very busy with appointments.
Since Wednesday coming off Sertraline, I have had panic attacks, changing the way I thought, I no longer try to be positive, cause we need positives and negatives, like bad and good days. there has to be a blance, and trying so hard to be positive is very very hard work then the positive becomes very very negative. going in a vishious circile, Instead of trying to be positive, just take each day as it comes, spend time with Heavenly father. Let my heavenly Father be my guide. let you know how this goes.
Tomorrow, going to church, then going to a baptism at Elim Church at 2pm. I wonder how am going to get there. not sure yet, as there is no buses on from the church I go to. this is why I take a taxi to church. I usually get a lift back. it just that mine finishes round about 1pm, it's getting from one to church to the other one, being there for 2pm. only Father God can help with this.
Monday going to see my gp, then go out for meal with my son for his birthday. I will go into the savings to pay for my sons birthday.
let you know how things go.
Yvonne
Re: blip again, wish it would stop!
Hi,
Monday morning, stayed the night at my dad's, got up this morning just in time for my driving lesson, my driving instructor is going to try and get another driving instructor to give me a mock test, as I have requested a Mock test, with a different driving instructor, I hope he can get someone, as this would help me to cope with the driving test. let you know if my instructor gets someone for the mock test.
I have homework, to study the show and tell part of the driving test. I did some this evening. will do more tomorrow.
I went to see my gp today, I let her know that I stopped taking the sertraline on Wednesday 12th May 2010, have had a few panic attacks, that I did not need to take any diazipine. she was pleased, she says that she is not going to put me on anything at present, to see how things go, and if my mood starts to drop, she will put me on something then. I will let you know how things go.
it's my sons birthday today, he is now 13 yrs old, he signed up for facebook, he was jumping with joy to fineally get to join facebook.
he is now a teenager, we went to KFC for our meal, this is where my son wanted to go to. we had a good evening.
getting tired now, tomorrow, I have done it again, I have doulbe booked myself, dont know what I am going to do, have to split myself down the middle somehow. I need to stop doing that. let you know what happens.
Oh when I went to see my gp, I let her know that now and again I have been having problems with my hips, since I was a teenager, though does not happen every day, just every now and then. she is sending me to the hospital for an xray. let you know the results. Maybe wear and tear.
let you know how things go.
Yvonne