View Single Post
Old 06-01-12, 23:12
RB263 RB263 is offline
Join Date: Jan 2012
Posts: 12
Re: Scared these intrusive thoughts will never go away.

Thank you for the hugs and advice
I feel a bit better today, sleep did me well I suppose.
I just don't understand where this thought came from and why I am so obsessed and concerned over it.
I am a good, kind person. I would NEVER do what these thoughts are telling me I could do, so I don't know why I get so upset.
I guess it's just the "what if" and the doubt of it. I'm afraid that there's something "bad" in my subconscious that's coming out.
No matter how much a tell myself "I would NEVER do that" there's the voice that says "Yes, you could. You never know.." and then I get scared :(
Then, I get even more scared of the possibility that this is something I'm going to have to live with for the rest of my life, that I'm never going to be able to get over it or forget it. That's what really scares me.

I just wish it was possible to erase memories/thoughts. *sigh*
Reply With Quote