I was just thinking about whatever they found on my kidney and in my kidney. They dont know what either is. It feels so yucky to know you have something in your body that isnt suppose to be there. Not only one thing but something buried deep within your kidney that could be anything.
Im so very depressed I cannot get interested in anything or be happy about anything because my mind tells me what is the use.I just went through the most terrifing experience of my life and now at home guessing as to what their meds are doing to me and wht is going to happen with this kidney thing.
Im so sad beyond belief and dont know how to turn myself around. I have lost interest in everything and cannot get interested in even a tv show. I dont know how to get back on track or whether I should even care about getting back on track. If you have been where I am please help with some suggestions if you can. Im so sorry about all the post and will try to stop posting so much but im so stressed I cannot even begin to explain. All things have lost taste and satisfaction im so lost....