Hi All

You may have read that my PC is down so not been able to get online except at work :(

Im back at work and last week went ok, weekend went ok until yesteraday tea time and Bang off it goes in a big way, I have come in to work as dont want to give in but am exhausted as didnt dare to sleep all night incase I didnt wake up, I had the shakes, dizziness and all over tingling, lips were awful, so so afraid that this is something else other than anxiety, I felt unsually calm and this has scared me, I feel I want to sit in a dark corner and cry and am struggling putting on this brave face to my collegues. I feel I am loosing control again and have had thoughts just want my life over[V] Just want to get back home as am afraid I going to go mad in front of everyone at work

Any advise or words of support would be apprecaited, Not sure I can do this anymore

Wendy xxx