Hi all am now 39 weeks pregnant with my 4th and my pregnancy has been fantastic with only a few episodes of anxiety where as with my boys i was terrible hormonal and anxious the entire time and since having them i have suffered badly with anxiety. things for the past 9 months have been fantastic and i began to wonder if i had finally begun to beat this disorder but here i am in the final few weeks and it has come back with a vengeance. The past 2 weeks have been horrendous, its not helped by the fact i am exhausted (always causes me anxiety) chest pains breathing probs and the last couple of days really bad headache and my face keeps goin numb but as i am also feeling tearful and stressed and my teeth are hurting i know its anxiety. Mybiggest fear is that i am gonna die in labour, i keep thinking although i wish baby was here it prob means i will be dead ! Every night when i say goodnight to my boys im really saying goodbye in case this is it, it is horrible ! I should also say hat a lot of the anxiety is caused by my weight, i weight 20 stone now, i had lost 2 stone prior to becoming pregnant which was also a big shock as i was on the coil and i have done very well by not piling on 3-4 stone like i did with the others so i know that the weight is mainly pregnancy related but still it terrifys me that i am so heavy and have to put my body through so much and im terrified its not gonna manage! Sorry for the long story hope i get some replys xxx