Hi New here, from Australia, I have Agoraphobia With Panic attacks, this disorder scares me. I get out roughtly perhaps once a week, But i get a bit dizzy going out heart racing, nausea, sweaty, feel like i am going to die. Ive come looking for help, It gets so unbearable and i am scared i will loose my 1 day a week independance, how can i keep on top of this?, do i keep pushing no matter how bad i feel?. My family arn't very supportive either, they look at it as toughen up princess, or something. Does anyone get a form of Forgetfullness to?, i get confused really easily, and burst into tears, I have thoughts of Suicide not acting of course by that i mean life can get so hard that i cant stand the anxiety adrenaline i get, i shake a bit too...Tired of the Doctor saying the same old things?, tries medication which in turn makes me feel even worse. I also have gained weight, and being summer here i am very concious that i look fat and people are staring.
I also noticed i have developed a new symptom or obessesion, my mum brought me a new Mobile phone as a present, and i find i cant leave the house without my old one?, what is that about i feel a bit silly security? familiarity I'm not sure, but i want to be able to act normal. thanks...WG