Hi....
I know there are a few posts similar - but i wanted to share this and get any advice if poss?
About 8 years ago, my life hit abit of a low point - came out of a relationship and went a bit 'mad' in the sense of (stupidly) sleeping around with and without protection.....anyway, to cut a long story short, i had the batch of STD tests down the local clinic - all negative. A short while after, i met my now wife, then about 18 months later, developed STD symptoms - went back to the clinic and - together with my wife - had all the tests again (including HIV) - both all clear, apart from i'd got NSU. After antibiotics, all clear. I put it all behind me and never gave it another thought - until getting prostatitis almost 2 years ago. After googling myself silly, i've convinced myself that those test results could've been wrong in some way? Yet i know they were ok. A while back my wife had glandular fever for 3 weeks - on top of that i've noticed a slight white/yellow-ish coating on my tongue - i've also lost weight in recent months, gone from a size 36 waist to 34(though this could be something to do with swimming 3 times a week, and having quite a physical job!)
My wife thinks i'm being silly but i do have OCD and despite part of my brain thinking i actually have HIV, i also have a morbid fear of needles and worry that i'm treading on discarded syringes in the street - sometimes i have to check underneath my car door handle when i open it in case anyone's stuck a syringe under there. Sounds daft doesn't it?
Can anyone offer any help?