Welcome "I Will Overcome" that is an awesome login! Very positive!
Staying positive will help you big time. There are great people here who can you through the hard spots and you will also find helping people I benefit to your recovery as well.
I believe that anxiety and depression can be beat, it takes hard work and effort. Medication provides the avenue to get to a spot where you use tools you develope to help you overcoming them...
Good luck, and welcome!!