Hi. I just wondered if anyone can relate to this at all. Over the last couple of months, I have been feeling paranoid about certain situations. It started with paranoia about my work as I began to get busier and take on more work. I kept checking over everything making sure I done it right. I managed to get it under control for a while and I seem to be trying to have a more positive attitude when it comes to work. It's not doing me any favours at the end of the day.
It then was being paranoid about things I've said or done in front of my friends and if they're angry at me for something I said or done and worrying until I heard from them. Then I would know that they were okay with me.
Last night, my family and I were out for my Mum's birthday and I drove her and my boyfriend there to meet with the others. I didn't have a clue where I was going, or see anything due to the weather and it being pitch black outside and then got into a right tizzy cause I couldn't find a space to park in or see out the windows. I was fine once I got out and into the restaurant and then was telling the others about the nightmare it was to get to. It wasn't until today that I started getting paranoid incase I ruined the night even though we all had a great time and didn't moan after I told everyone what had gone on and then we had a small get together and my Mum looked like she had a really good time and so did all of us and were laughing away.
I keep asking my boyfriend for re-assurance and he promises that nothing happened. Why can't I take his word for it? Why do I keep going over it in my head?
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