Hello I am new and I am a worrier

[loonerj]

Hi.

I am new to this but here goes, forgive me for the essay..

I am 33 years old and have 2 children, bt ever since I can remember I have been petrified of dying!! How I am gone die, if I am gonna die young, I dont want my kids to die etc etc.

I have been to councillors, had hypnotherapy, gone on happy pills and nothing helps. I have constantly got a serious illness, whether its a brain tumour to throat cancer.

One little symptom and I am dying, it drives me insane, constantly in my thoughts on a daily basis.

At the minute I think I have a tumour in my nose as I had a nose bleed, then a clot came out and now I feel a bit of pressure in my head! Pluse I keep getting acid indegestion and I dont normally get that!

I just dont want to live like this anymore I want to be free of this cnstant fear, up the doctors on a weekly basis, and I certainly dont want my worries to rub off on my kids!!

Please someone talk some sense into me, I feel so lost and alone I just hate feeling like this, I am even scared to go to sleep in case I dont wake up!!

[diane07]

Hi loonerj

We just wanted to welcome you aboard to NMP. We hope you enjoy your stay here and get all the support and advice you need.

Please take some time to read the website articles on the left as well for loads of advice and tips.