Hi every1. I'm so glad to read I'm not alone. This fear I have is making my life hell! A month ago my cousin was diagnosed with bowel cancer at the age of 37 very young. It has spread and can't b cured.totally awful! Before this awful news I was fine now I'm suffering from stomach pain everyday! I'm convinced I have got it too! I'm totally petrified and have been to the doctors 3x in 3 weeks with back pain stomach pain and I found a little blood in the toilet which was diagnosed as a pile! My doctor thinks I have gallstones and am having a scan this week. I'm convinced they will find something else. I keep going dizzy and can't rest at all my mind goes into over drive at night. I have a little girl and I'm driving myself crazy that I won't see her grow up. Please help!