I was fine til i read the mirror newspaper today :( Cant believe i cant even read a newspaper now without someone being the same age, having the same symptom yet having a heart attack! Its times like that, i wonder if its fate and its someone trying to tell me something! Sometimes i think it must be better on the other side. Worrying about dying all the time is like dying a million times over anyway [Ugh]

Pete to win Big Brother! He is Daddy Fantastic with pants made of elastic!