Depression drugs relationships

[Fedex]

Can anyone help! Been depressed for 6 months and been on celexa for that time! Ive had a gf for 10 months and she has been with me through the hard times! I first went on celexa due to unwanted gay thoughts however these have improved greatly! I however have had the problem recently that I'm not able to picture my gf or remember my gf physically and personally which is very distressing! This seems weird! I'm not sure what it is? Can anyone help! The more I look at pictures the worse it gets! I think that me recaping that I can't remember her I'm making it worse! I'm not sure! Anyone help! Reply ASAP! All advice would be great! Thanks
If I don't remember a family member or something that's not distressing but it is when I can't picture or remember my gf! She means a lot to me! Pls reply with any info or advice thanks ASAP

[Harribo]

Obviously I don't know your story through reading this, but are you trying to hide your feelings through drugs? There is nothing wrong with being gay. When did these feelings towards men start? Maybe you have to accept who you are and stop hiding in anti deppresants? If I'm way off ball here I'm sorry.


-Harry

[Fedex]

Hey Harry! I've had them thoughts when I was younger! Through puberty etc! Which I thought in hindsight was normal! I fell for my gf 10 months ago when I saw her in a room with lots of people at a party! I could only see her she was beautiful! I remembered about the gay thoughts and these panicked me greatly! I couldn't concentrate, focus in uni, looking at guys to see if I was attracted to them! This never helped! I went for cbt and this has helped greatly! When I'm at uni now look at guys but I'm not attracted to them, I see loads of girls that are very hot!
On a night out with mates and when I'm drunk and having a good time I look at girls and fantasize like other straight guys!
Sorry to be crude but when I watch porn I'm turned on by girls and can easily get errection! This is same with gf!
That's really it! It's just this remembering and picturing my gf which is problem and I'm not sure if it's just anxiety or perhaps still the effects of the drug! Harry reply ASAP!

[william wallace]

Reads like some kind of ROCD. Ask Dr Google

[swanlinnet]

Probably the meds', Fedex, that are creating the inability to summon a clear image in your memory.

And when we have the enchantment of a wonderful girl in our life the mere thought of losing her is the worst thing man can feel. I speak from experience here and wouldn't want it any other way After all, she is the source of all inspiration in man. Indeed, all the beautiful poetry and music man has ever written comes from from her ethereal influence upon him.

Have a good day, Vince