hi
Back to hospital tomorrow with my husband for appt with consultant .
Every time we have been in the past month or two has been even more bad news .
I know the theory and we are hopeful and realistic for the future .
But my body defies me . I shake and get all these bloody awful symptoms of anxiety. panic thank goodness I can keep at bay for a while . but I retch and shake so bad it is noticeable .
hardly helpful for the man I love in supporting him is it ?
please anyone got any tips for tonight and tomorrow to keep me up to being the wife I must be here . ?
thank you