Hello. I have not posted in a very long time but am completely winding myself up and consumed by the fear that due to past mammograms I am now doomed to get breast cancer. It is all I can think about and I have got 2 beautiful children and it is invading all of my life. I have always had lumpy breasts but as we all know how ever used you get to having them you always find one that feels different and I have done that since I was 35. Since 35 I have been referred to a breast specialist 4 times and had a mammogram each time, so 4 in 5 years. I did this on the say so of the specialist and never questioned it at the time as I trusted his advice. I am now so scared due to the fact that I have had the mammograms at a young age and convinced myself that they will have caused cancer that I will not see for another 20 years. I am permanently attached to google and all I can see is how bad mammograms are for you and this is just confirming my fears. In the past when health worries have affected me there has been a start and end after getting things checked out but with this I can not see an end because damage may not be apparent for many years. I dont know if anyone has been through the same or can throw me any crumb of comfort but I would be very grateful. Sorry for the long post.