I haven't sleep all night.
It's 5 am.
I had a crazy night BY MYSELF. Thoughts going through my mind, crazy perceptions of life. Fear about my health. Weird symtoms going on.
I don't even know where to start. I don't even know what I am saying.
I am sleep depreived.
I wouldn't consider what I have "general anxiety" I wouldn't consider what I have "panic attack" or "hypochondria" or "ocd"
I am straight up crazy.
I almost went to the psych ward, too bad I didn't have a ride.
I made myself sick tonight, from all the worrying. I'm convinced I'm gonna die, and I don't want to die. I am so confused, I am so worried. I just don't know what to do.
I'm so confused, I am so scared. I am afraid of brain tumors, Im afraid of lung cancer, Im afraid of heart attacks and strokes.
I've had some weird symtoms and Im scared as heck.
I feel so alone, nobody cares about me. I just don't know what to do. I am so depressed.