From as far back as I can remember, I've been experiencing emotionally damaging contribution from my guardian. I've always been "different than other children" to quote the least.
At this point, I am 17 years of age and have gone through periods of schizophrenic-like symptoms, insomnia, depression, aggression, drug addiction, anxiety and other problems.
I just recently have come to figure things out but as helpful as this is, it is simply not enough.
I do not 'have' a father and never have and my mother is an alcoholic that is constantly causing emotional distress for me.
I've begun to wonder if I may be exhibiting signs of some kind of PTSD.
I have constant anxiety, paranoia, the inability to stop disturbing thoughts about self-harm and other things, recurring panic attacks, periods of severe-moderate agoraphobia, etc.
The main concern of mine might have to be my inability to share feelings or thoughts that I perceive to be intimate. It is ruining my relationship with my partner.
I just want to know what is going wrong and how to set things right.
Suggestions and advice is much appreciated. Thanks.
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