I am at an all time low I am struggling to carry on with the anxiety, OCD, fear and insecurity. I start a part time job tomorrow yet am struggling to just face the day. Just got to try hard to get through best I can right now but just so scared of everything. The man I met recently has totally ignored me and just disappeared with no explanation, it hurts so much as for the first time in over 2 years I thought I had met someone decent who I could trust. Just so numb and an effort to do anything, just got to do the basics and get through. I cannot understand how someone that said they really liked me could treat me this way, I was so decent to him. Right now hard to carry on with this sadness.