Hi there...this last bout of "depression" started about a year ago but finally broke in January...gave up being self employed and my part time work and I am trying to get to grips with it all...finally come to realise and understand that I have been like this most of my life...since a little girl, (now 51)...I have a 12 year old and I am now scared to death of what is going on, what will go on, how he is coping with it, now and in the future, and how I can find what I need to take one day at a time...oh yeah and "HIYA"...lol...yes at times I can have a sense of humour but that's usually only because peeps don't take on if you're depressed...