daily report,,a little further everyday,,,hospital

[imported_n/a]

hey thanks meg your kind words mean so much,,but i really dont think my mum really understands the seriousness of the problem ,its hard trying to explain cause they dont understand but hey i will persevere we have to meg dont we ,,,thanks meg,,,xxdarrenxxx

""HAPPINESS IS ALWAYS THERE UNDERNEATH THE ANGER AND DESPAIR""

[nomorepanic]

Darren

You certainly are an inspiration cos a few weeks ago you were saying "no", "never", "can't do it" and here you are DOING IT.

Keep it up mate and know that I am there if you need to call me or just text me ok?

Good on you and I want to see you do this ok?
xx

Nicola

[imported_n/a]

hey thank you nic x ,,but today put me off a little but hey we all have bad days i guess,,so i am not going to look at tomoro and think that will be the same as i used to do,,hey cheers nic just knowing i could call or text you while in a blind panic lol does mean alot its like a little reassurance for me thanks mate xxx darrenxxx

""HAPPINESS IS ALWAYS THERE UNDERNEATH THE ANGER AND DESPAIR""

[benoo5]

your doing fine darren,your taking it one step at a time,and were all very proud of you.

just keep taking those little steps,and before you know it,you will be posting in the ..success stories..topics,were all with you matey!

best wishes....bryan.

[imported_n/a]

thank you bryan.,,little steps you are so right there mate ,,,just hope now i can make it there and stay there with mum for a while,,cheers bryan ,,,darren

""HAPPINESS IS ALWAYS THERE UNDERNEATH THE ANGER AND DESPAIR""

[Meg]

Hey Darren,,

You made it 1/4 mile more and dealt with the symptoms.

Sounds like good progress today too !!


Meg

'There can only be true courage when first there is genuine fear'

Dr.David Livingstone

[imported_n/a]

hey meg,,thanks,,when its said like that a 1/4 of a mile dosent seem that goog somehow??but small steps is the way forward thank you megxxx darrenxxx


""HAPPINESS IS ALWAYS THERE UNDERNEATH THE ANGER AND DESPAIR""

[Meg]

Darren,

1 step further than you've been previously is great.
Managing to equal your previous boundary is good, so going 1/4 mile further ahead is superb.

Consistency is crucial. Keep it up.




Meg

'There can only be true courage when first there is genuine fear'

Dr.David Livingstone

[imported_n/a]

my diary for today,,i have been dreading having to push myself once again ..,,so i put it off for as long as i could and then i thought well if i dont push myself where am i gonna be in a years time <<<so off i goes not perticulary that bothered to go but hey i did it once again and tonite although i only got a stonethrow more than i did last nite i am feeling more comfortable when i am going i dont sort of get that feeling that i am gonna panic,,and after last nite having a little panic i wouldnt have gone there again due to avoidence but tonite that di not enter my mind which to me is a great thing i am learning not to avoid places or situations where i have panicked so on and upward ,,,i am happy i pushed myself to go tonite even thou i didnt get that much further because i know i would have felt crap with myself if i hadnt gone ,,thanks guys for your support xx,8 DAYS TO D-DAY ,,,

""HAPPINESS IS ALWAYS THERE UNDERNEATH THE ANGER AND DESPAIR""

[kate]

Wow, Darren, you are doing SO well!!

Just goes to prove that until we try something, we never know what we might achieve!!

Keep up the good work [8D]

Kate x