Its along time since I have had a bout of this and my anxiety goes through the roof.
I asked for a decaf coffee two evening ago because caffeine keeps me awake all night , my husband also asked for decaf but we thought it was strong and at 2am we were both still wide awake so assumed we had been given normal and strong coffee. Husband found it funny and just said well I will fall asleep eventually and he did at 3am but I started to panic, as I always do if I cannot sleep with the "what if I never sleep again" thoughts. I eventually took a mild sleeping pill and did sleep but as soon as I woke up at 8am I was worrying that I had only slept because I had taken a sleeping pill etc etc.
All day yesterday I was worrying about sleeping - I did fall asleep quite quickly but only for 20 mins and then woke up and then the panic set in " I am awake again and will not be able to go back to sleep etc etc". I eventually took yet another pill at 2am but was still awake hour later and could not tell I had taken it!! I did fall asleep but woke at 7am and straight away the panic thoughts are back " Now both nights ony slept with sleeping pill, I can't take them every night etc etc".
I know this is all in my head, I had had it so many times before and ended up in a terrible state, it can last from week to months.
Once I start thinking I don't care and stop panicking then it goes away and I sleep fine again. Its nearly a year since I last went through a bad spell with it and that was caused by strange sensations as I was falling asleep.
Anyone else have trouble getting to sleep??