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  1. #1
    Join Date
    Jan 2004

    Not new, but have returned

    Hiya everyone

    My name's Jade, I'm 22 and I live in London with my fiancÚ, Oli.

    I joined this forum yeeeeeeears ago when it only had a handful of members and have been coming back every so often. I knew I had an account and, well, I found it! (Although it doesn't seem to be the one in which I started off at).

    Anyways, I am a PD, GAD and depression sufferer. I have been on medication three times, all have failed, and been hospitalised on numerous occasions due to suicide attempts and self harm. Despite having panic attacks and depression for 9 years it has not got easier. Each time I think I've mastered it it comes back, slapping me in the face and kicking me in the stomach.

    As I write this I am trying to supress my anxiety for a few hours, just a few hours, because I need relief. I have been suspended from work (which I won't explain why, I still feel ashamed about it) and every time the phone rings or a noise which I can't recognise, it scares me! It's getting to the point where I feel housebond, I'm too scared to go outside. I nearly had a panic attack in the pub when Oli took me out for a few hours.

    I look forward to meeting you all and I hope to make some friends on here

    Jade x
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    ERB 14/01/2016 Forever missed, forever in our hearts, my baby angel girl

  2. #2
    Join Date
    Apr 2008
    Hi Rennie1989

    We just wanted to welcome you aboard to NMP. We hope you enjoy your stay here and get all the support and advice you need.

    Please take some time to read the website articles on the left as well for loads of advice and tips.

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