Ok so I'm 19 male and have had depression and anxiety for 6 months! During that time I have had unwanted gay thoughts! With mess and cbt I have come along way and I'm getting much better!
This has been hard because i have had a gf for 1 yr and with these thoughts it's been hard!
My problem now is my fear that I don't love my gf now! When she is away from me I can't picture or remember her! My moods ok but I find it hard to remember her! This is distressing and I want to feel ok!
I wonder what I meant to feel for my gf and whether it's natural!
Am I falling out of love or is it anxiety? Help I wanna be normal!
I look at pics of gf but now I feel nothing! I feel flat and empty when I think of her! What's going on? Reply ASAP!