Hi everyone
Just found this fab site - thank goodness it exists.
I have had depression and anxiety for at least 30 years and have been on and off ( mostly on!) medication for years. For. The past 8 years I have been on mirtazepine and before that escitalopram. I'm currently really struggling and off work, suffering daily panic attacks. In fact I have just got through a terrible one today that prompted me to look for help on the net. The attacks are so intense that at their height I contemplate killing myself just to get rid of the feelings. However I then panic about "what if" I did do that and how it would affect my family....I came looking for advice if there was any short term medication (? Diazepam) I could persuade my dr to prescribe for me when I can't talk myself out of the panic attack