Hello. I'm new. Thought I'd try actually talking to people for a change. Or at least attempting. I mean it is on a computer and not actual people so does it count for a real conversation? Sorry I'm digressing. Anyway I have OCD, social phobia, panic disorder. Triple threat to humanity basically. As I have insomina I'll probably be here at weird hours so if anyone wakes up during the night and is thinking about throwing themselves off a bridge, I'm here. As bad as this life seems, heaven hides on earth you just have to wait for it. Its hard to wait for it to find you but I know its there, I've seen it and while you only get a brief glimpse its worth it. Good luck to us all.