Hello all...
I think its safe to say that my situation has gotten way out of hand and I now feel its beyond my control.
Its nearly a month since this started and day by day, its become worse. I dont know what to do or who to turn to... My parents are becoming increasingly annoyed with me as I am waking them up through the night crying and frightened. They haven't had a proper nights sleep in a month either. I feel terrible about this but ... I feel safe with them and especially when they are awake.
I dont know how on earth I am ever going to turn this around...please help :(