Hello everyone.
I love this forum as I see it as a very therapeutic tool. I have been suffering with anxiety and OCD for a long time now, but it has gone for an all time high spike over this summer. It started out as ROCD, then horrible anxiety, then I was depressed because of that, then I became emotionally numb and now I'm just depressed and have almost no joy in doing anything. I don't feel severely depressed, I'm not in danger of harming myself, but I feel very irritated and restless but at the same time have no energy.
I'm also unemployed until early September and all my friends are either in school or working. I love the outdoors but it has been too hot to do anything.
I only see my boyfriend on the weekends because of his work schedule.
So, in short, I feel pretty lonely and downright bored. I feel angry at myself, like I'm a loser.
Anyone else in the same boat, or have any advice? Thanks.