I believe I have ROCD. I've been with my husband for two years now, married for a year and a half. Back in October I started questioning my love for him, if I could love, etc. It's very hard for me to even type this out because then I feel like the doubts are creeping back up.
I also go through stages of questioning whether I really do have the ROCD/OCD or if I really don't love him and we moved too fast and all the other obsessive doubts. Is it normal to question whether you have it in the disease or not? Also is it normal for the ROCD to go through cycles of feeling better, feeling super anxious, almost normal? I'm pretty worried about it.