Hello,
I haven't been back here for a while, been managing very well with the odd wobble.
I've had a really stressful time over the last 6 months and I think it's taken it's toll and I'm struggling with panic and intrusive thoughts.
I get a thought which makes me feel on edge, then my fingers and toes start to tingle, my heart thumps, I go boiling hot and start thinking I am going to lose it. I get the 'what if I was to......' thoughts and this combined with the adrenaline terrifies me. I have upped my anti depressant and have the odd diazepam to try and relax in the evening. I guess I just feel disheartened that it's back again.. But then I've got through it every time before and I will again..
Thank you for letting me share and for reading
X x