I feel highly depressed, my stat goes from somewhat happy to really low where I feel like I'm getting buried in a hole and can't escape. I can't pull a positive emotion out of me and I feel highly negative and want to just die.

I also feel paranoid, I thought someone was going to break in all day and kill me.
I don't know why but my mind feels like its wondering and i can't control it anymore.

Please someone help if you can.

THANKS!