Hello...So today has been one of the best days I have had so far. I went to Tesco and then to my first CBT session which went well. I even managed to visit my sister on the way home with no problems. Massive steps for me all in one day. I have previously posted about the boild i have on my butt. It actually has gotten pretty large and has a hole in it. I have put antiseptic on it and a dressing that the doc give me for a previosu boil but I feel queasy thinking about it and am terrified that bacteria has entered and that I will get blood poisoning overnight and die. This may sound rediculous but I am so scared. I am feeling headachey and ridiculously tired. Please advice!!!